Me and my friends like to rap occasionally. We are pretty good.
I know it has been awhile since i have been on Tumblr. But ever since Samantha left me, my heart has been such a wreck, I lost sight of the people that cared about me. I miss you guys, and I like the new me that I have become. You guys were there for me when no one else was, you guys kept me from killing myself and I want to thank you, even though I assume most of my followers have unfollowed me due to lack of posting and lack of me posting anything that wasnt depressing or annoying.
ive been too depressed to get on here
she broke up with me two days after she said yes. just in case i never said anything
she treats me like shit
she ignores me and just posts pictures of cats as my reply. she annoys me on purpose just so i will quit talking to her.
god damn guys
this sucks
Samantha Light.
We are happy together and I love her more then anything.
Though she is hiding behind a wall right now
unaware of her true feelings, unable to show them.
It sucks.
She lies still and stuff.
but she will be okay soon..
she is beautiful
I showed her my tumblr.
and sent her a long message
go figure. :)
Samantha Light
Is my love
my angel
my everything
She needs to go back to being nice
and actually listening to what I have to say
instead of her always being right
she is the most gorgeous girl in the world
I want to make her happy
I hope she doesn’t find out about this Tumblr its embarassing
I have been talking to her today…. she seems like she might be missing me
maybe caring a little more
but its not enough
because its her way or nothing
and she gets to stay exactly the new way she is and I have to change and be miserable
nu uh.
I can’t do that.
She thinks it is okay that she changed in one week
that everything she ever said was wrong
she says she wasnt lying
but that is lying
she complains about how miserable i made her
she told me to tell her what to do and control her
i suggested that i stop telling her what to do
and she begged me no
so why would i think anything was wrong?
I love her guys
i want her back
i sent her this long message saying a bunch of shit
its my last hope
if she doesnt accept my offer… then i have to leave
im holding her back
i know i dont have a future
but she can have one
i dont want it to be without me
and i know it will be
but i swear on my life
if i ever get her back
i will always be nice to her unless i mean… there calls for a reason
i will tell her how gorgeous she is everyday
how much i love her
everything a beautiful woman needs to hear
i want her to just try…
i mean… here is how i see it
she doesnt try, and i leave forever and she is always thinking what if and stuff and has a miserable life
but we can try again and if she isnt absolutely happy like I know she would be, then she just has to leave me again and she can be on her way with her happy kyle-less life.
A lot of girls are trying to get with me.
Trying to catch me while I am down so I will throw my love at them
it won’t work
not even close,
no one can understand how deeply I love samantha rachel light with my entire being.
She said she has no desire to control me… no desire to impact my choices or actions… then she says she cares…
thats not caring.
guys i just want everyone to know that I love her and I will never be happy without her.
